Riddle me this, please.

Hm... is physical attraction a reason? Umm... how about the fact that I am so comfortable around you that it scares me? Ask anyone... I'm not this open with anyone... just you. And... I dunno. It scares me but something inside me tells me it is okay, not to worry. But then something else wants to shy away, but I can't. There is something about you that just ... idk, as cliche as this will sound, drives me crazy. I don't have to worry how I act around you, I donmt have to worry about you taking something the wrong way, I can be me, no strings attached. Doesn't mean I do, (appearances, rememeber?) But I could. And sorry I always get weird about this stuff, but I can't help it.

On the topic of Working...

I have officially decided that i hate my job, I hate working. Working makes my mind go "ka-put" and my butt wanna do the same. I am always so tired, but no one else seems to understand, except my Mommeh' of course. Who happens to have the WORST job EVER! Don't EVER work for Java Detour in Las Vegas, Nevada (Henderson). Unless the owner gets bought out, which really needs to happen.

For anyone who happens to accidentally stumble upon this, follow me on twitter! http://twitter.com/looneypyrodude Hope to see someone there :)
-Joshy

P.S. I've decided that I will try to keep a daily/nightly log of my thoughts here. Maybe something that piques my interests or something. I wanna be noticed too :P But I really don't want people to think I'm one of those concieted-type people who just want attention. I wanna talk about something that everyone cares about, too! so let me know if you happen to have a subject for me!

To Thine Own Self Be True

I really love the movie "I Now Pronounce You Chuck and Larry". :) "My whole life, I've been living a lie. But you and Laerry have given me the strength to be true to myself. 'To thine own self be true' There's nothing worse than pretending to be something that you're not." -Duncan

Call me weird, but that quote means a lot to me for some reason...
-Joshy

What the hell?

Wow. The last time I cried, it took my dad yelling at me for a while. This time all it took was for a friend to tell me that at some point I will be so shocked my someone that i wont have time to be shy, and that the next thing we know, him and his gf will be at my marriage. I started crying at that, wtf? O.o. --Joshy

Something disturbing, to me...

Alright... I'm not the kind of person to use Public Restrooms if it can wait. But when I do have to use them, why is it that when I am walking through the door, I have to continually tell myself "I have just as much right as the next guy to use this bathroom."? I mean, i know that I am a guy, so why do I need to confirm it with myself? I don't dare blame it on some strange stereotype set into my head, but for some reason, I fear the worst... xoxo Joshy.

Friends

Am I the only one who thinks having friends is a pain in the ass? I mean, it is like either do what they say or die! I am so annoyed.

Anyways, has anyone read this at all? Does anyone check up on it? AT ALL?
Feedback would be nice ><;.
Anyways...

Email me, or something.
looneypyrodude@gmail.com